You would think that, if we don’t want to keep feeling these unwanted feelings, and we try and change the conditions that are associated with these feelings, that the feelings would go away. However we often end up feeling the same feelings, even if the particular circumstances have changed, and more often than not the circumstances stay the same or are very similar, and the drama continues.
If you think about it, a lot of our time is spent thinking of the past, and experiencing the associated unwanted feelings connected to those thoughts. Also fearing that the past or some variation of the past, is going to happen again in some form in the future, and we will keep experiencing the same associated unwanted feelings.
Almost twenty years ago an unexpected event happened …
this event lit a spark that has burned along a path…
the path has led to the creation of this website…
this website is to share with others what has been learnt along the way.
The nature of thought is not just what we think about. It seems that its a lot more complicated than that.
There are conscious thoughts and unconscious thoughts. Where do the unconscious thoughts come from? How did the unconscious thoughts become to be? How are they influencing our thoughts, feelings and actions.?
When we get upset about something happening and suffer over it is the suffering coming from the outside or the inside? Is it the event/person or the unconscious thought that causes suffering?
Trying to change but unwanted feelings keep coming up again and again no matter how much we try and change.
If you don’t know where the source of the unwanted feelings are coming from, then you won’t be able to change, and you will stay in the holding pattern of limitation and constriction.
The foundational beliefs that we have been brought up with, reinforce the belief that the source of the feelings are coming from the outside world and reinforce the feeling of who we feel we should be in the world.
We don’t tap into who we truly are.
The letter R in RPM stands for Revealing the hidden foundations, that are hiding in plain sight. The foundations keep you in a holding pattern of being effected by the outside world. So the more fear and trauma and negative things happening in the outside world you experience, the more one is kept in the unwanted feelings, and this can reinforce the very thing that you are trying to change.
The letters PM stand for Present Moment. Living in the past and or the future, keeps you in the holding pattern of limitation and constriction.
Your connection to who you really are, and being in your own intuition and inspiration exist in the present moment.
Overdrive refers to continually observing, in the unfolding present moment, of the unwanted feelings that come up.
Staying unidentified with the feelings, understanding that the feelings are just coming from past traumas etc.
Understanding that this present moment is a brand new moment not connected to any other moment, including past moments, and this moment ifs full of possibilities.
